yesterdae went to haf food fair at expo.eileen went to buy kachiam put teh..she ask:are these spicy?
the indian guy reply..yaya and tall tall..
wads tall tall?me and eileen said HUH?
the guy HUH? back..
we stunned there and luff..
went to library after that wif emm..boring la..i borrowed a book but i dun think im going to read coz i juz wanna try playing wif the borrowing machine.

juz now my internet connection was faulty.i cant get connected!and i called and check wif the pple they said that my house is having another number..omg~since when?haha but after that a sort of repair man came and check the line circut outside..i think they were sent here by my neighbours.after that the line is ok and i came online~it scared me coz juz now a malay woman called and said that she is looking for her malaysia cousin..haha!!i think i shld be my neighbours.~

everytime these kind of connections thing muz be settled by me leh..like those computer stuffs arent working or smth.~
emm and me decided to haf a chalet after o's .. haha we have been saying wanting to haf a chalet since the pass 2 yrs..i hope this one will be a real one..

going to suana on nx friday..and next next friday going fisherman's village!haha..chEONG!!

-=REMINDER:WATCH CHANNEL 8 ON THIS COMING WED.VESAK DAY.12PM!i think u shld noe hu's in there.=-

i love my boy;
12:43 AM

i was slacking since friday.yay~
tml is geo exam but i didnt care.
went to bathe juz now had a bit of ling gan of writting songs..
ya..as in everytime i bathe i get ling gan u noe..hahaha u duno y..
but there's no paper except for toilet paper.lol.
shall update wad happen on sunday.
i was totally BORED at home!woke up like 11+..my whole famly went to c the expo thing.i went online and blast my mp3 player..lol..
emm ask us[+qp] out to eat..actually tot of studying but in the end went to drink pao pao cha and at nite we went to eat steamboat.lol.crappy isnt it?went home late.AGAIN and u noe dad scold la of coz~= =||

~slack slack slack~monday went to ps there intend to go to sch but nv..went to da bian at ps toilet and suddenly shitting halfway got pple throw toilet paper in lor~~i duno hu's that lor!!it wasnt eileen..wa lao duno hu is that.after that went to watch twins thinggy at qp house..and damn bored lor..and that stupid movie scared me can~stupid..

SALES TIPS:top shop having damn damn cheap plain spag selling off like hotcakes!!available in pink green blue yellow and red.at onli $6!!!im getting the red one..i think the smallest sizes r running out very soon!!sizes available from 34-40 i think~haha..
and their accessories r having buy 1 get 1 free promotion!of coz u muz choose a item that is higher than the other one that u r getting free la..like those poh kim vcd..lol..yeah..so hurry get urs now!--suntec topshop's reporter..hahaha--

i love my boy;
6:24 AM

went to c that FATTIE PIG~
he is fat all i can sae..still sae himself shou le?haha..
he wore pink todae look so cute and handsome but i still dun feel anithing coz i think he is a guy that wun settle down in his life and all the while he is juz playing and fooling ard~but he is very kelian la.after all the splits and hard works...i realli very pei fu him~
he sang his lover's song todae.AI NI~this is wad he said.

"bu guan shi wang yu jie,wang xin ling hai shi wang li hong wo duo hui yi yang de zhao gu.AI NI"

oh~juz admit that he likes cyndi la..he still rap the front part of ai ni...the yay yay yay yay part..haha..

his hair looks very nice on him but seriously he look older.and honestly his fans r getting lesser..i think some are working or some r aldy too sad to come becoz of their results?hehe..

saw THAT fc la..haha wif that fake KAREN MOK~she dun even smile at us.she wore that stupid skirt that she think its very nice and wif her high heels.saw ANOTHER GAL.the one fat but alwaes wear so ugly-ly and sexy-ly.dun wanna mention her name incase i kena HOOT~she toks to toro and as she bend down WOW~aha..did she made it on purpose?haha..
saw xian and jane.i tot xian said that she dun wanna come?haha..but its fun toking to her la.so long nv c her aldy.that jane~aiyo..still like toro leh..haha even i like toro i can comment and sae his bad things but jane hor..aiyo~i tok bad things abt toro then she wanna slap me aldy~haha..she buy alot of vcds and all..wow..a crazy fan~i wonder when she will stop chasing star~

they said that toro is coming to stay in sg for 3 months due to the new show on chnl 8.so ya..and he saes that we can even spot him on street one dae..haha~if its real i will recommend him to take extrim.hahahahahaha no la not so bad la..erm..maybe xandol?hahaha...
or cambridge diet..heyhey~im crapping ok nvm~:P

todae was fun~o~and we went to ade's house to watch energy DVD..kunda very funny leh.hahahaa...~i like kunda le?hahahah...shit la im so lame..k shall end here.or esle no one wil be reading.

**"NO PIX TAKEN AT TORO'S EVENT"**

i love my boy;
6:08 AM

went to k box yesterdae to celeb..the actual dae..haha
i got a butterfly necklace from qp..thx ar~haha..
ade was so lame yesterdae..
we kept singing until so mad.esp shou qian shou..
that qp sae watch wad zhu pa da lian meng.and we watch it lor until 9pm..haha INSIDE K BOX.first time watching a movie in k box~haha gd la can save money on cinema fees..haha..all i can sae for yesterdae is COLD & LAME .

going to c toro later.haha so long nv c star liao..i duno ltr c liao hui zen yang..hehe..im not going to bring camera ok so dun ask me for pix ya guys?haha..~

.thanks for the all wishes and presents.

i love my boy;
8:32 PM

went to eat aijisen wif englee brenda lydia noel xinhui..surprised to hear that xian joan and qin didnt come.and also surprise that noel and xinhui came.
i tried the tom yam ramen..aw..it was HOT..haha..nvm..i can REN~

i went home and kena scolded by my father becoz the hospital called in the afternoon and i help my sister to arrange for her appointment for x-rays.and father said that i "gay kiang"..oh~i was juz helping rite?in case she cant get ani appointment wif the doctor..and now he yell and shout that he wanna change the time and date..change tml lor~~wads the big deal?juz a call onli mah..then now watch a show of a guy hu spends alot of money and he saes "hua qian hua qian bu zhi dao zuo gong de xin ku"i noe he is turning a rd to shoot me ok~he LIKES and ENJOYS to do it.

tml going k box..got new package wor..lets try out its 4 person for 28++ but one drink per person.haha..but i duno ++ dao lai duno how much.

happy birthday to me.. ~~**BOO**~~no one cares~~

i love my boy;
6:35 AM

went to eat aijisen wif englee brenda lydia noel xinhui..surprised to hear that xian joan and qin didnt come.and also surprise that noel and xinhui came.
i tried the tom yam ramen..aw..it was HOT..haha..nvm..i can REN~

i went home and kena scolded by my father becoz the hospital called in the afternoon and i help my sister to arrange for her appointment for x-rays.and father said that i "gay kiang"..oh~i was juz helping rite?in case she cant get ani appointment wif the doctor..and now he yell and shout that he wanna change the time and date..change tml lor~~wads the big deal?juz a call onli mah..then now watch a show of a guy hu spends alot of money and he saes "hua qian hua qian bu zhi dao zuo gong de xin ku"i noe he is turning a rd to shoot me ok~he LIKES and ENJOYS to do it.

tml going k box..got new package wor..lets try out its 4 person for 28++ but one drink per person.haha..but i duno ++ dao lai duno how much.

happy birthday to me.. ~~**BOO**~~no one cares~~

i love my boy;
6:35 AM

its been over a few days..i feel more better le..thanks for all the comments ar..hehee..

ben ren de bdae coming le~hahaa..i hope to get no more teddies this yr but more accessories?as im running outta em'~

very tired todae..gota revised my geo later...[last min work again]tml got exam~

c ya frens...~~~

i love my boy;
12:56 AM

aAAaaAaaarRRrrrGgGGggGGggHHHHHHhhhhhHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i so frustrated!!!!!!!!!
i gif up on the competition but i think its a big big big big BIG lost!!!!!
as if i gona die!!i think its a beri great oppurtunity!!!!
yyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
im so so so SOOOooooOOOOoooooo SAD!!
wad if:
nx yr my parents still dun let me go and join these kind of stuffs
nx yr and further down the road there's no more of these competition
i die
my voice turns awful
i become ugly
my whole life i nv become a star!!

arghhh!!cant think of ani more reasons!!im toooo fed uPPppP!!!
yes i cant get over it..!!!im stupid rite???!!!!
arghhhhhh!!!!!i wan SHOUT!!!SHOuT!!!!!!
i keep crying over this....
oh man wad for?!?!?!!?
gif up is gif up........
ARGHHH!!!i cant stand it!!!!!

i DUN WAN TO BE A NORMAL PERSON GOING TO SCHOOL MARRIED AND HAF BABIES...
I WAN TO BE STAR STAR STAR!!!!
im CRaZY!!yes!!!
i think all of u juz think that im juz day dreaming again...right right???
haha..being a star?!??!!?!?
i will be old and ugly no one wans to "employ" me that time....
my parents sae they will let me do things i wan after this yr..NO MAN!!they think im kid ar??????!!!
they sure be saeing another "story"again...
they juz wun let me be star!!
y my uncle can be DJ i cant be STAR!!!!y??Y?Y?Y?Y?
i dun wan to be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think no one will support me!!!!!!!
all of u sure thinking that i wun be a star right???honestly right???
esp that eileen she saes that"be star for waD?be a normal person better"

wads wrong wif her man!!!!she go be her wad doctor thinggy la come bother me for wad!!!
i think all of u thinking the same toOOOO!!!right!!??
i CAN SING!!!!hear me!!!argHHHH!!!mAD!!!!THIS IS MAD!!!!

====everyone has a dream of being something..and BE SOMETHING!====NOT SIT THERE AND THINK and thats ME!i DO it and ONE DAY I GONNA BE!!!!PROVE IT TO ALLLLLLL OF U!!!!!...but altho i work on it....my parentss.......arghHHH!!!

i love my boy;
4:33 AM

i GIF UP on the competition.
mani reasons..my parents and the passport thing.altho its like xin ru dao ge to me.but xue ye wei zhong~
i think my parents is juz over concern.
maybe after my o's my parents will let me pursue my dreams.
but all the competitions r coming during this yr.
like singapore idol and all.

im afraid maybe after this yr there wun be so mani oppurtunity.

nvm~im still YOUNG!i still got alot of chances!!right?hee...u guys support my decision?

**one more wk to my bdae** yeah~

i love my boy;
4:06 AM

im selected for the round 2 of "the next big thing" for channel u.
they sae it mite be at westmall shopping centre..they will choose 3 and send them to tw and haf another round of competition.

it will be ard 22 or 23 may ba..wa..right after my big dae~haha..
o yeah my big dae is coming soon soon soon~haha :P

aniwae hope to c u guys soon..i miss ya all~:)

i really feel nth abt the competition..

i love my boy;
5:39 AM

todae went for the audition.
it was raining the whole dae long.
eileen went wif me.
saw ben.
went into the room.
they ask me to make self intro and i did.
they ask me to sing i did.my na shou hao ge la..hahaha.xin bu liao qing.
they ask me to make xi.nu.ai.le and i did.
the last thing they sae that if im selected i haf to go to tw for 4 days and tiao zhan wif other 8 competitiors.and my parents haf to come to sign documents and all.
i was stunned~~sign docs?oo..
my parents wun do that ok~
hai....nvm i smile and i said thanks.i left.

i think i wun be able to haf my dreams come tru..
even this small channel u thing.
still sae wad wanna be superstar...dream on~my parents wun ever agree~

i love my boy;
2:31 AM

went to spend money away todae..
first bought tidbits and glasses<-a nice one..then later go watch movie..called "win a date wif tad hamilton"gosh it was great!

bought 2 tops..decided to go on cheng shou lu xian..haha something lacy..

channel u ring me up for audition tml..3pm..sph there..they nid fotos and i dun even haf one ready.all r stored inside computer.hope i can get wad they wan and go for it!i cannot miss this chance!(even though i noe i cant get tru).

**wish me gd luck ba**

i love my boy;
7:25 AM