study..jj..study..jj

everyday is this kind of routine.

everyone got their life to walk on..

anyway today when i was busying doing my maths..

there's a call ..

i ans..

the person saes "hello is this yow.....(my chinese name)"

i sae uh-huh

then the person continued"ok thanks for supporting jj for a long time and we r happy to tell u that he hopes to go to ur house!"

at the moment i was shocked im thinking "shit my house very ugly and old fashioned!SHIT HOW"

then i scream out "HUH!!"

then the person begin to luff and it actually was.......

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mandy~~

she keep luffing at my stupid reaction..
gosh i think im so blur nowdays due to studies..haha

anyway that's a gd "break"..

hai shld go study again....

so dreadful---

i love my boy;
4:56 AM

i miss him!

hai..

today is mooncake festival..
so fast..
i still rmb last yr i wasnt at home celebrating..
and guess wad?
i went to the energy event at ecp and "celeb" wif them
haha now i think its very a very stupid did.
we q for 2 days and juz to get to stand the most most front and c them eating mooncake wif their fans?hahaa..
it was sun and rain and sun and rain..
i nearly got sick..

so fast one yr passed.

im so stressed juz now..kept studing the chapter on "electricty"
i juz cant get those points into my head!!argh!
im very very poor in that..
i think i gona fail..
im very stress i think i wil die under those books..
i wanna go make headlines on newspaper "BOOKS CAN KILL"
i nv ever in my life felt that kinda stress b4..
I CANT BREATHE!!
argh!there's this very painful feeling on my chest~

hm..going for jay's concert another prob..
no money still wan go..
hai im looking trouble for myself.

now i juz looking foward the dae to c jj~

hm....

i love my boy;
7:50 AM

ahhhh~
have been slacking for like 3 days of not studying...
felt guilty haha..
doesnt mean i dont care ok.

hm..todae went k box lor..
and ade met her "raymond"
hhahahahaa!!
shall not future elebrate more..
or esle kena by her.

hm..i wan go jay's gig!
it's a big event in town!!
oh my..
no money..
hai...

yupz..
shall study tml!
yay!

i love my boy;
11:00 AM

yesterdae went out wif noel.
keep on luffing..
went home,bathe and slp.

i think i luff too much in the dae thats why i haf this wierd dream this morn.

the dream begin.....

i was suppose to go for z pop concert..wif a fren.but i didn't even noe this gal in reality.
i went there and it became a jack neo show..i was shocked and ask that "fren" she said huh?it is z pop u muz wait..i oso duno..
i was very angry..and suddenly jack neo said "lets welcome this handsome guy..he is the most handsome guy in the world and the tallest too"
he added:"handsome dao bao zha,tall until bao zha..lets welcome GUO PIN CHAO!"

ok~pinchao..haha he came out wif a very ugly hair and suddenly the stage seperate itself into 2 and pinchao was gone..

energy came out on one of the stage and the other stage is toro..they then begin to sae "lets c hu haf more fans"
then ahdi raised him hand..alot of fans screamed and cheered!
then toro did the same.alot of responses too.

but ah di said "we haf more!"then he make a "bleah" face and did a monsterous hand sign..haha..
then toro bu fu shu..
he unbutton his shirt.wanted to make more fans cheer..but no one cheer..haha he was embrassed and walk away.

suddenly i saw mandy,she came and tell me abt the pinchao thing.then i ask her whether she saw the ahdi monsterous hand sign but she sae no la~where got?onli c jack neo.

then suddenly pinchao walked pass me..i quickly went to shake his hands..it was so cold..haha!
then i quickly rushed back to tell lydia..i saw everyone sitting on the ground and we were asked to settled down.
and suddenly then stage merged and there's JJ!!!
i shouted omg!!y u pple didnt tell me!
but suddenly jj turned into shen wei jun!hahahhaa!!how funny!!
and huang bi ren and ivy lee was there too..
the shen wei jun was then ask to sing jiang nan but he said sorry im not a singer.

suddenly the host jack neo was out again..he ask pinchao to come back on stage..wa..pinchao now was more handsome..he got some grey attached hair on his head.hha!
he sang "tuo diao"

oh my...since when it is his song?!hahha!!

i managed to get out of the place and its morning..haha!
went to eat at market and saw joanne peh!hahahaha
i called out to her and sae "joanne!"
she was shocked and throw off her plastic bags on her hands!WAHAHA!!
and ran off suddenly.

well....that's all..wad a wierd dream..

and even few days ago i dreamt of myself is a small star attending this small ceremony i saw jj and i went up to squeeze his face..hahahaha!!
and yanzi too..i shock hand wif her..haha i decided to do something more in the dream but....my house phone rang....it's mother's fren..idiot!y she call at this time!!

my sister dreamt of yida died..hahah!!
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bored!

i love my boy;
6:28 AM

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wa when will this end?haha..
did this out of boredom!

i love my boy;
10:59 PM

william was on tv last nite.haha doing the quan ming ou xiang xin deng chang's judge.he looked so silly!!omg!hahaha!!and his teeth were yellow!

aniwae,my sch closed down.can u all imagine?!
yeah closed..no more sch.no more lessons..

i wish everything could juz rewind..like my tape recorded..
rewind back to the time i was doing my n levels?
back to the time when i was still in sac.
did i regret?
yes
i duno wad to do at this point except to study more and more.
my mother know abt the news and she was shocked!
but luckily i aldy got my o levels registered.

i cried last nite
tears flow from my left eye to my right eye and onto my pillow.
no one knows that im crying.
and i duno wad im crying for.
i juz felt sad
i think that im really useless.
i wasted my mother's money for the sch fee.
i think my mother is the greatest mother in the world.
i cried until i nearly vomit.
and usually there's no one to console me and i couldnt stop.
i alwaes cry and cry and i will fall asleep on my wet pillow.
i wish there's someone to console me when im crying or to hug me and listen to wad i got to sae and not asking anithing until i told them wad happened.
i dun like pple to ask me "hey y r u crying"
i would like them to juz hug me wif their mouth zipped.

i think if one dae if i really really become a star (again i go) i would really would gif my award to my mother.

she's the greatest mother on earth!

she didnt beat me
shes alwaes smiling
and there to care for me

i think i really disappoint my mother.

i am a failure

i love my boy;
2:02 PM

went to k box todae wif lydia!
was hafing so much fun!
but suddenly when we get real high the system juz go blank and we haf to dedicate the songs all over again!
so didnt managed to rmb wad songs we dedicated b4.
but after that we keep repeating singing twins's 04 hao wan!
yes!!very very high!!
lydia was like standing up and trying to dance..
but she look chicken hang duck leg (ji shou ya jiao)haha!
i didnt wan to becoz there is an opposite room facing me..haha!*shy*
the mtv was really funny!half way there is XIE TING FENG..and he is damn gross!
he didnt wear shirt.and was hugging twins and dancing there..haha!


ah~anyway i saw this quite nice old fashioned shades in far east!i wan it but i didnt bring enuff money and aldy spend it all away by eating and singing~im worried that when i get back nx wk it's gone!haha.

well,anyway,really fun todae!
ling si hao wan!

i love my boy;
7:26 AM

didnt go to sch for more than a wk
waha..nth change aniwae..
but i work more harder aldy~
im working on maths everydae!haha..
surprised?!

im so bored..erm..tues went to walk ard town wif marilyn..all i can sae is heeren is getting more and more boring!

onli taka and paragon suits me now.and maybe china town..haha!im getting old perharps.
went to town todae to get this PINK magazine..yes the one wif energy on the front cover but i didnt buy it becoz of them!it's becoz of the free gift!it's not that im cheapo or wad..it's becoz the free gift is JJ!!
haha guess wad?
it's his first album vcd!haha..!wa wad a gd BARGAIN!haha!!
he look wierd to me in his first album..i can still rmb that time go c energy at the 933 roadshow there's jj..haha he kept waving to me but i didnt care..and now!!guess wad now!!im so deeeeeeply im love wif him!haha mad.
aniwae lame ard in town and went to phuture london and found out that they having 50% sale can!!omg!!i went on tues they wasnt having a sale!!so shit can!!
i love all the skirts over there and todae!!all gone!!!.G.O.N.E!!ahhh!!i wan!!it's so nice!!im so sad..
i think i shld start to save money..
i wanna get
cap
escada perfume
phuture london skirts!

yupz..but wad i wan wun end..haha!

anyway saw jieying wif her sucky hair at orchard mrt..so yucks..she thinks that that hairstyle suits her?haha~she's not that pretty after all..

hai..i wish can go jqj!but no money!
so boring nowadays!
but anyway hope u guys come and comment on the lyrics i've written~yupz end here!gotta roll!

i love my boy;
6:30 AM

喂你别以为你就是男生们爱得女孩
喂你快走开
别老是爱穿着你的粉红色迷你裙在前面摇摆
我已不能在忍耐

别嘻皮笑脸的装可爱
你让我觉得很无奈
少看的人会觉得ALRIGHT
长看的人会觉得你太坏真失败

哎哟OH NO~别以为你自己很拽
哎哟OH NO~你其实是活得太无奈

HE‘S MY MAN STOP SNATCHING HIM AWAY
SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE THE REAL SAY
HE’S MY MAN STOP DRIVING YOUR ATTENTION TO HIM
HE‘S MY MAN 我看你还是快闪开！
O！闪开！

U GOTTA LISTEN TO ME。。
LISTEN TO ME。。

希望有一天你的迷你裙被你自己给踩坏！

change ur encoding to "unicode" to view the lyrics and pls comment abt it.i juz typed out.thanks!

i love my boy;
7:49 AM