im tired..
today.....
i duno y.went to hai die to listen to the album.the songs r making me slpy.all very slow.i onli like noe 89757.think its cool.

im tired of being jealous.tired of envying pple.i think i shall stop and let those pple carry on with their happy and fortunate lives.i will only suffer if i continue to be jealous.i recalled wad beak mentioned to me..its tru."why we wan to do so much after he dun even treat us abit more frenly..compared to the other 2."
yeah i agreed.
im so tired.
suddenly.
i feel like gifing up.i think of my studies..my results i panic.wads there to be panic of when u noe u done ur best?becoz im nt gona score well.i noe myself.

i duno lah....
very tired.

i love my boy;
8:09 AM

i wan to mix ard with cool pple..
u noe cool pple like...
ah i dun awn to type it out.
i envy those pple hu get to mix with them.
wadeva~
get to spend a very impt dae together.
cool pple..very cool.hahaha!
and always get eyes on u when u r out with them...
cool pple.
i wan~~hahaha!!
im mad after raeding at this person's blog abt her hanging out with those cool pple.
cool..

damn

i love my boy;
9:00 AM

gosh!i've found smth real cool.
check this out.

http://www.6park.com/enter1/messages/68533.html

he's pro!

i love my boy;
8:17 AM

my chest went soo tight juz now that i can hardly breathe.
cannot feel the air ard me.
i went so numb.
my whole head is so heavy,i cant even hold a cup.it drop.
wads happening to me?
im so worried taht any moment i will juz die.

i got some mosquito bites on my thigh but it doesnt go away after 4 days.
my mother sae maybe its this sickness which goes ard and form a circle.and u will die.
my god.

is it really tru that the rabbits will suffer this yr?

im so scared.

i love my boy;
8:22 AM

haha noel i tot u dun like jolin and prefer patty.u always saes that she is pretty mah so i tot u would like to c jay and patty together more than jolin and approve this relationship.haha!

anyway this morning very angry can~i went to call up roxy sq kumon to ask for job.this woman was soooooo rude!!
she said i am choosing place and said that i haf no responsibility!since when i haf no responsibility!!oh man she is mad!!then i told her one of my another fren is interested.then she said "oh i dun wan to noe abt ur fren" "now its u,so if u wan pls come down at 1-4pm todae and i will train you. but we wouldnt pay u for tat 3 hours." siao!!dun pay wad for i go!and its to look at kids leh not play music.hahaha!and not sing..ask me to go and dun get pay i might as well slack at home!then i sae im not available today.she said in very very fierce and unfrendly tone "ok fine thanks bye"
wa F her man!!!!

anyway hope that the other kumons have better pple answering the calls.if not i cant imagine myself working in there.

gona do new nail art!

noel reply ok!hahaha.

i love my boy;
8:49 PM

my king has a new gf.
i dun like.
i dun like ho pei chen patty.
i dun like patty.haah
i rather jolin than patty.

anyway its not my prob that he got a new gf.

went to club at cm last night wasnt that nice.
wanted to go CHINABLACK but i cant enter.oh pls,its like few more months?!im juz so pissed off.and the party is held by nus engineering course.yupz altho he is not that course but its still nus leh.hahaha~
this ang moh keep toking to emm at CM so funny!HAHAHA!actually i also cant enter there coz i loko young.oh man wads bad abt looking young?hahaha!!they said that im too cute..hahaha yeah they r LYING!!obviously.

went to emm house to ton over.her fren drives and smokes and utters "ta ma de" in a single sentence for at least 10 times?sorry lah.but i really dun like it.=)

anyway results is coming real soon.**Panic**
and theres thing jj new album listening session at hai die on the 23!im so exicted i wan to go!AND beak pls go with me!!lol.

i love my boy;
2:08 AM

its another 2 more wks to the results im very worried.
i wan to go np..die die also wan to get there.but i duno which course to choose.

wadeva la.

anyway i recorded my cd.
get the song from me if u wan..haha (hu wans)

ahh..theres nth to update abt.

i love my boy;
8:53 PM

i love my boy;
1:19 AM

wosh..new yr..
its not having those new yr mood like in the past.where everyone gets so excited and we (the kids)having so much fun..
but now the feeling of new yr is getting more and more quiet.more and more bland.haha!
and the ang moh..toking abt that im so angry pple nowadays r so stingy.they onli gif $4.after 2 days of ang bao collections i onli haf 92.so little!not even 100.
i used to haf $10 from thsoe aunties when i was young.

vdae is coming in another 2 more daes.but me ( this lonely soul)will be stoning at home.

i love my boy;
10:20 AM

wow today's new was a totally great shock for me.
firstly its my little boy cousin.he break voice!omg.im sooo shocked when he started toking to me.haha then i keep saynig wow its the time when a boy turns into a man.haha!
and my cousin wear skirt~WOW and normally she is very tomboyish.

haha.everyone is getting older more mature..im seems to be so old.haha!
went to watch seoul raiders wasnt that nice as i expected.but its a nice film la with all those action packs.

haha today onli got $36 ang bao..so little.!!hope to get more tml!HAHA YUPZ!

i love my boy;
5:49 AM

haf been working..very tired..
today the tearing down of the warehouse is damn damn damn tiring.
after all these..im nt gona work anymore.
but i will miss yu kee's kueh chap.the kueh is damn nice lor.hahaha.

yupz..i juz done new nail art.typing very slowly.
anyway new yr is juz lk 2 days apart.im so worried.
my uncle will sure nag at me..abt studies and my father gona complain me to my uncle.they always do comparison during new yr.altho they try to make it not obvious but they r doing it.

2nd thing im worried abt the results.my gosh...after new yr.end of feb.i still duno which course im aiming for but....hope to pass my eng and maths.that's all..

hm..my wish for new yr is...
to not spend money like water running down from the tap
and maybe to get h-i-m.

well,was i disgusting?
hey anyway those hu go kbox and u got the jj card give me ok~~!hahaha!!(yes being cheapo)

i love my boy;
7:58 AM

wow so long after that performance i nv update.
yeah,the thing was ok-ok.hahaha
coz of the sly and taufik it totally change my mood.actually tot of not going there.
but it was ok.
reached there abt 6.30 the first band is playing..rubbish.hahahaha~
we went to walk ard.i was so "gui mao" i dunno wan to go call jy out or not.
so we went to the "backstage"
we saw ah du he was damn funny.ok he is very funny even on screen
haha.with his rebonded hair without the treatment package.haha= =||
his fans called him to come to them and he said "shen me" his shen me is not shen me its shen MO.hahaha!!then the hair is like flying flying..piao piao piao.then he come and tok to them.very funny!
before that i told noel maybe xue gao will be there too.but noel said he muz be in tw not sg.haha
and suddenly we saw xue gao toking INFRONT of us on his fone.i tapped noel and said "hey c..i was right.its the ice cream"
and me and her was like luffing our lungs off.that man ah damn AA.keep walking infront of us and infrnot of those pple.toknig on his fone..forever.yes dancers r always AA.

and yupz suddenly i saw jy walking to the backstage i duno y i dare to shout out to him.and i ask him to come and take pic with me.but it really sucks.

in the nite,i saw those gals hu set up the msn grp for jusdifive.and yes alot of them were jy's fans..tru..he was very popular among the gals.

hai our conversation was lame.shld not mention it.
anyway those sly and tau fans were damn crazy.screaming and shouting.omg.
and theres even this gal hu came shouting "taufik sux!!"
omg~~~me this aunty got scared ok~~AHAHA!!

after the whole thing when we were going home i saw mel.she was actually one of the ushers.= =||

i love my boy;
6:20 AM