im so sad recently.i often cry but i duno why.
the competition is coming..oh no..so scary..
and yeah my com sucks it's like "burnt"?haha..
hm..gona buy 89757 later.woooshh~

i love my boy;
10:27 PM

got a new skin!wow.haha butterflies~~gimme comments k.haha im sure this one is much more better than the previous one..
ermm music coming up next..trying la..
heyy there's tagboard at the bottom kies..dun say u all cant c ah..haha!!cheeerzz

i love my boy;
1:42 AM

im in for the heats.wow..after soooo long they finally called me..anyway today went to c gill.she look so blur..like in her dreamland.haha!

hey guys pray for me k..ermm..i hope u guys can come and support me..but i dun wish ti type it here..so if u wan support me come tell me k..hahahahaha..= =||

i love my boy;
8:20 AM

pls change encoding to "unicode"
一千年以後
作詞：李瑞洵 作曲：林俊杰

心跳亂了節奏，夢也不自由
愛是個絕對承諾 不說
撐到一千年以后，放任無奈，淹沒塵埃
我在廢墟之中守著你走來 喔~
我的淚光承載不了 喔~
所有一切你（需）要的愛
因為在一千年以后，世界早已沒有我
無法深情挽著你的手，淺吻著你額頭
別等到一千年以后，所有人都遺忘了我
那時紅色黃昏的沙漠，能有誰解開纏繞千年的寂寞

i love my boy;
8:36 AM

im sick of my life

i hate myself..i duno wad to do in life..pple keep asking where am i posted to and all.i think they look down on me when i sae i cant get into poly.or am i thinking too much?
i feel like sitting there not doing anything..dun even wan to think wad to do next..or even wad to eat for dinner~why cant someone juz decide for me..i meann..i dun haf to face to mani problems myself.i noe future depends on MYSELF but i duno why la..it juz sucks..

i failed to do sOOOO mani things recently..luck has been going down..very badly.SUAY is the word the use..im very sad..i feeling puking now..i wan to cry but wad for?mad..so little things wan to cry..not "STRONG"..wad crap am i typing abt but i dun care..

im sooooo sick..
can i succeed in smth and stop toking abt studies?

i suck.

i love my boy;
7:02 AM

k lorr so i come to update lor..
haha..nth much lor..juz very down recently..affected by alot of things..
and the idols thinggy is not gona call me..i think so.coz its aldy like going to be a wk.
haii..becoz of nail vanishing im busted from my job.hah.
and ya got a new one at kumon.

jj songs r nice!haha buy it ok.its out on 1apr.

yeah nth mcuh to update la..hm..and i ate salad today!my gosh its the first time of MY LIFE!i cant imagine that too!GOSHhh wooo..haha

ya.cheerz.

i love my boy;
6:56 AM

today is just damn fucking sad day la..

i love my boy;
9:32 AM

aiyo,today im damn clumsy!i went to eat long john alone at my territory..-bedok la.
then i was buying the lady put the coke at the xtreme of the tray and so when i bring up my tray the whole drink toppled over me..my skirt was totally WET!
and i went to the toilet to wash.there was no hand dryer!!!i use water and keep using tissue to clean it.inside the toilet were all men.i DIDNT went to the wrong toilet.its juz that its a unisex toilet.those men came out and stare at me.= =||
i continue eating i call up joan and tiffy to tell them,its damn malu lor!!and i went back home to dry it..yes y dun i change it right?but NO i wan to wear THAT skirt!HAHAHA~and was late for job and so...took a cab = =||

hm..sly and maia getting married?oh..hahaha..funny.

and theres this damn cute and hot ang moh guy can..look like nick carter.woowoo..

yesterdae i saw joanne peh she got a bf..ang moh lor then i sae hello to her she bianged me!!SHE BIANGED ME i repeat!!wa lao.she ruin my image of her...argh!!

nvm..

anyway

theres like 2 more months to my bdae..
i wan..
mp3
digi cam
jadore
levis jeans
hahaha
yes there r too ex..hm..
maybe
can get me
doraemon
no more neklace and earrings pls.
and...perharps..
hm..something to make my eye look bigger?wahahaha..

yes and hope that i got a bdae wish from him.=0...digusting again = =||

yay.rmb ah!!

i love my boy;
9:05 AM

mochi rocks..haha!yam flavour.coz i anti the rest.so..get me some nx time pals.
yeah the airport job was relaxing but tiring.haha i think its me la always get tired out easily.the kumon job wans me..now gona rearrange timing with them.got 2 jobs..tsk tsk.

i gona look for materials for my new necklace!haahha.it will be the coolest necklace u've ever seen.but gif me time to do it..i have not even buy ONE material.
show u guys when its done.i didnt wan to get it from shops becoz its really ex.and i think if i make myself i will be proud of it?haha.yeah.its gona be cool.

tata

i love my boy;
8:16 AM

i've decided to work this yr then start on a private mass comm course at MDIS.

today went to shop ard town.(yes everyday i go towning.)yeah got nice cute lil retro bag.hahaha.
and erm qp told us abt this country that they have this culture of cutting their own duaghter's vagina in order to not let them have any sexual desires before marriage.they didnt put ani Anenmsia or anything to prevent infections.they juz use razor or knife to cut in away.some pple will juz hold the lil gal back in order to not let her struggle.can u imagine?in this world,this century,this time there's still this kind of pple.my gosh.
and another case in pakistan.if ur daughter or ur wife is seen to tok to another guy.u muz kill them and to them u wil be called hero..becoz u r getting rid of those ppple hu brings shame to u or ur family.even if u r caught and brought to jail.the longest sentence will be 6 months..
my god.in other countries women r so low in their status.

oh..i nearly cry when i hear both of these.
im so fortunate taht im in sg.

woo.

i love my boy;
5:09 AM