totally bad mood for the whole day!i duno why maybe i rest too long?haha 3 days of cny.
i do few transactions wrongly.
i totally got no mood to work.
even made up an lame excuse to come in late.
even ask my boss where is my ang bao.
haha something lame?
(i not stupid too is nice)
that day went town with kailing.
we alight at the wrong station to change train to town.
we got to bugis and change to the right train to hop in.
kailing say "aiyo gen ni zai yi qi wo ye shi hen xiang bimbo yi yang"
in english:i feel that im also a bimbo when im with you.

she meant that im a bimbo?


am i?

i love my boy;
8:31 AM

got it.*winks*

i love my boy;
8:46 AM

still didnt get the(his) number.LOL

i love my boy;
9:18 AM

the attitude problems with big shots

cameron diaz said
"i never wanted to be famous.i never wanted to be rich.i never wanted to be the top actress or paid the highest in the Hollywood.i never wanted any of the things that people think that they're supposed to aspire to."

i am the "people" she said.

wads wrong with that?
altho i like her but...i mean does she meant anything?boasting?
i really wanted to be like her.
i mean my role model is sunyanzi.(stefani sun)
im dying to be.
since young.

really

life is like a straw......







it sucks.

i love my boy;
8:03 AM

i wore like this today.
i think this dressing is special?
some sort in between bohemian and retro?
but pple say i look like auntie la = =

today saw this bunch of bitches..(former sch mates)
they waved to me and i think they r mocking at me la.can hear them luffing loudly.
i wonder am i paranoid.

i cant stand those pple,they r bitches themselves and yet call me ah lian.
(but in the first place am i lian?) i dun think so..
i dun go highlight my hair blonde and get tattos or have piercings all ard my body.

went to watch in her shoes and family stone.
i realize that im very emotional.hahaha (yeah lah cry lah)
me and sharon find some parts of the show is funny.lol

gona work tml again.
gotta roll~

i love my boy;
8:09 AM

big change in me.



actually im juz testing for the photos

i love my boy;
9:42 PM

im feeling bad.
i think alot of pple despise me.
some of my old clsmates..
i dunno am i being paranoid or smth
they are juz not them anymore.
yes they made new frens but i mean they are not so frenly as before.
i mean usually they will give us a hug or smth.i mean not hug la..maybe like "AHHH!!SALLY!!" with those jumping up and down excitement but now no..
they juz go hi hey gotta go bye.or some will add a few more like u working ah?or where u going?
its only these much.
i think i devoted a lot of feelings for frens ard me.
i care for a lot of pple.i mean too much in fact.
when i see someone who i miss really alot.i will gif a passionate hug but they don.they juz don.they juz go hey hi.or pad ur shoulders or something.
ahhhh...
i mean r they looking down on me?


i think there's no one hu can understand me.
im sick of working.SICK so SICK!!
can anyone lend me a 5000 bucks i wanna go study.
i mean at least im doing wad other pple is.

my eng sucks.
my looks sucks.
everything abt me sucks.


i think the world isnt fair.

everyone is leading happy lifes.unlike me.

aiyaaaaa......

i hate to talk abt these.

i have this new crush la k..but i think he wun like me la.

so fucked up man!!!!!!

i love my boy;
8:43 AM

HEYYYY!!!i got my NEW com!!!wooooo...

i love my boy;
3:09 AM