STAY ALIVE is really faB!!!!
super nice!!
wad can i say?
ermm...exciting...thrilling.. and yes!shocking enuff!(count the times that we jumped)

and oh for the dinner we went to eat at this normal typical foodcourt im not here to boast abt where i had dinner i juz wanna tell u that this jackass here have ruined my day..
fuck him!
i was q-ing at this stall i was wearing the bombshell dress ya it was kind of bareback so this fucker said to another colleague of his (yes,an old man with typical chee koh peh face):"hey she is performing infront of u leh..y u dun wanna c?"
coz i was pulling up the back of my dress then the old man replied:"oh i dun wanna c la i dun like."
despite this,they juz kept looking.my god!!!i told baby abt that we kept staring at them and i "diao" them,that stupid fucker juz geh siao cooking and looking at other stuffs when our eyes met.
CB!
the old man too,when our eyes met he geh siao again he took off this hat and tell the cashier aunty:"hey this hat not nice to wear leh wear already the head there pain very tight"

oh jesus!they r so unfortunate that mediacorp didnt hire them as actors.

its a long wait for our noodles to be served,after we've paid and got our noodles,i smash their hats on the floor (yes they muz wear these stupid hats when they r working) and i point my middle finger to the both of them.the cashier aunty was stunned.


THE HOKKIEN PRWAN NOODLE STALL AT WISMA ATRIA FOODCOURT.
damn!

i love my boy;
11:02 PM

sorry for the brain laggy-ness
obssesed w kim sam soon

sam shik:i cant bear to leave u,if u were juz a little doll that i put in a pocket,that'll be good.

kim sam soon:yeah,i wished that u were my apron,i can wear u around me.

i really wish this will happen.

i love my boy;
8:13 AM

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

i love my boy;
5:58 AM

honey and me have been waiting this movie.
for thousands of dinosaur years already.




its finally coming!hope it'll be nice.=D 28sep!


so excited for tml!

i love my boy;
8:45 AM

cant wait for friday!i just cant.
it seems like its gonna be the path to heaven on friday.haha
wad and description.crappy.LOL!




sharon!snatch this!

i love my boy;
9:01 AM

i bought this bombshell dress last night!
so happy despite of the costly price.haha!
and i saw xx last night she is still as short and she's wearing this damn sexy pink dress.behind only like kind of bikini line string.haha!wonder where she's going.

i love my boy;
2:38 AM

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing to much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing to much,
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing to much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing to much

See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to here
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya gine, cuz your always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing to much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing to much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing to much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing to much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing to much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing to much

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing to much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing to much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing to much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing to much

[Baby Bash:]
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha

Ronnie Ray all day
Women in the hall way, Ev day losing track of the people tryna call me
Don't take this the wrong way, I been havin long days, doing it, moving
Round the town wherever I'm getting my song played

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing to much

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing to much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing to much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing to much

Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing to much

This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing to much

i love my boy;
5:37 AM

i went for the CLEO cover girl shoot today.
i was really bad,i was first very early so i took train there and found out that i got the wrong heels!i decided to take bus home but the bus took very long to come and im already late so i took cab home~
after i changed my heels i asked the cab uncle to drive me to the shooting place BUT i got nt enuff money i alight the cab shamefully.
and luckily this place that i alight was at noel's place!haha!
i borrowed money from her (luckily she's going out,i didnt miss her)
took cab there and they gave me a tube and pants to wear.
i found out that the bra that i worn wasnt w removable straps (they asked me to buy nude bra,all my other bras are removable)
ok,but they tuck in inside the tube for me,the tube was damn loose they had to clip behind.(others too)

i waited very very long for my hair and make up to be done.at first the hairstylist let my hair into this very nice sweet princess curls but after that the boss wasnt happy w that hair so she changed my hair into this and plus the terrible blue eye shadow i think i look fucking ugly!!

the shoot didnt turn out well (i think)

they're only choosing 10 out of the 12 that turned up today
i dun think i gona make it.
im so worried now and i think i will waste those cab fare money!!



i took this after the shoot on bus

details of the "straight hair"





the shoot took very long and i had to go off at 1230 but i finished at 130 instead.
rushed down to work and reached at 230 i was so scared that they wanna sakc me coz i already took alot of offdays.

the in charge reflected that some bosses arent happy w that.

hai..nx thurs still nid to go club.. how?!

i miss honey alot.......

i wish time could pass faster!!

i love my boy;
8:32 AM

在這些你不在的日子裡
我一定要學會怎麼獨立
一個人靜靜的呼吸着沒有你的空氣
在這些沒有你的日子裡
我還是依然的愛着你
再也不會去徘徊在我們那些不快樂的回憶

i love my boy;
9:09 AM

yes the super star curse

i got up so fucking earli to q and i did dress well this time.



i think this time round they wun say that im too skinny?
but it doesnt turn out well..
the weather was so hot!







jianyong's gf was there.and constance also.
i was so shock to c them coming to participate.
yes after waiting for like 2 hours its finally that precious 2 mins that i can show off all my talents.
the girl infront of me is singing the same song (wo de ai)
i was thinking of changing a song to sing but i didnt.
i regretted.
yes i was OUT again !for again!

i wonder was it bad luck or the judges tyco.
constance got in.
can u imagine?!
jianyong's gf didnt,neither did tricia.

very sad,very disappointed!
i feel there's this heart ache inside me.
they interviewd me abt the audition (maybe it'll be broadcasted to make me embarass!)
they took pics of my dressings also.

i wonder is there something that they're looking for that isnt inside me.
was it talent?
look?
dressing?

wad?!?!

fuck!

they ask me to join again nx yr haha i think they r ridiculous!
i told him (in the interview) that im going to other music sch to continue my singing interest.

i think im going to hai die for sure.

very angry..i told weijian abt this but he ask me not to take things seriously (baby said so too)

but how not to!i've prepared so much.i mean if u guys really understand and know me well.
i hate those judges.i always kena the same judge.SAME.

may it be bad luck or lack of talents,im still continuing my dream!no matter wad!

i love my boy;
12:50 AM

2 wonderful days spent w honey!
escape,sentosa and chalet!!
pics pics pics!








trying out the 4d magix!its really cool and fun!!







notice the diff?haha one is on the bus one is trying out the sky ride!hahah damn shoik!!







we're watching the sunset!



yay day to escape!






the ferry's wheel!




we played alot!fun fun fun!!
(and i think i look damn cool in this pic lOL!!)

i love my boy;
10:36 AM