yes i noe that this very pretty and young actress among the well known teenage drama series died.
i noe im quite late to blog abt this but i was shocked and im feeling sad.
i tot it was a joke,sharon msg me then said "my mom said that xu weilun died" i replied "how can it be?"

i was feeling very scared too i think many of us blogged abt the same thing abt teasuring lives and treasuring the loved ones ard u.

or maybe juz live life to the fullest!as wad sharon always said.

i suddenly recall that she's rainie's bbf!i think she will be very sad.

we noe that her death was so sudden,an accident,so fast.
will her parents blame her driver?its her assistant,her best fren from university.

leewei her ex wasnt allowed to visit her.


so,other than cherishing ur lives,also still cherish ur lives.

i love my boy;
6:36 AM

idols...idolise.....


wrong?
right?
not sure?


i used to chase after f4 energy all sorts of stars when i was in sech sch.ok i admit that.ok chase here meaning running,crying,going to autograph sessions,booking maxi cabs,attending events and stalk at hotels.oh~i forgot abt going to airport to send or fetch them.or even making banners,setting up a fanclub?...more more the list goes on....

but y are pple near our age still doing so?as in very crazy into idolising..
still doing booking of maxi cabs,going to hotel....

ok i admit that i still go to watch their performance outdoor or go airport to catch a glimpse.but i dun chase after them anymore..

waste of money,waste of time,waste of energy.and most of all sleep!(yes,baby i noe its the most impt thing)

will youngsters ever realise they're doing this?

many will think that maybe tru that period of time teens normally chase after idols,boys=gaming,basketballing/girls=chasing idols.

girls seems to be more of a "fan"-type of group.

adults might think that they're stupid by saying :"u noe them they also duno u."

but some lucky "star-chaser" get to let their idols noe them.
some even happily went abroad juz to attend other events of their so called "boyfren" or should i add an S behind?or many SSSS...

maybe the word "boyfren" becomes more realistic to them after having a realistic one.
haha the word "idol" soon dies off.
i notice that many girls changed after having a stable boyfren,they have stop all these star-chasing nonsense.

tru?


no pun intended.

i love my boy;
7:54 AM

for a sec u tot i was in japan?!(i hope tot so too)

haha i juz went to malaysia this sat,had this veyr niceee jap meal! its juz so cheap and nice!




everything's nice!the ambience,food.






not beer,not beer.




hey baby faster la!





this is the place!highly recommend!

and i saw this cute little phone!its either a can drink,a film,a battery,or a cup of drink.but its a phone!





haha yes,the phone booth again.



(hey baby,improve on ur camera skills la!)

and friday when we were going to his house,we saw this dead cat.
as in freshly over run by a car.it was like fresh pork dropped on the road,i recalled wad happened during sec3,there was also this accident and my fren,ah goon said :"wa i tot some pple juz drop their pork where they buy from the market!"

and the main point is the dead cat was ran by a car again on its feet,the feet flopped over again.we can hear the pik piak sound.oh my!i was like "man!pls stop im gona puke!"

i can c some girls were laughing too.
alot of cars "siam" the dead cat.it kinda gross but we're waiting to c hu will run over the cat and let its flesh stick on their wheels.hah!man,am i getting too gross?

but honestly everyone thinking that the accident was gross but will anyone pity the pathetic cat hu is juz trying to cross the road?ha.




omg!yes u didnt c wrongly!its jj kissing ado on the LIPS!L-I-P-S
publicity?too high?gay?

im so shocked and cant accept the fact that jj did that!and anyway i dun think that he needs publicity too.
as ado replied to the ST he said that he thinks that its normal its juz kissing a brother that he loves.normal brother r/s.

man,mi UTTERLY disappointed!

i think many cant accept the fact too?i mean ok to me,guy-guy on lips is un acceptable!

time really flies,i cant believe that im living on the 21st,in fact the 22nd day of 2007!22-01-07! in juz a blink of my eye,many of my frens ending their intern soon.


but my sis stil cant get used to be in SAC she IS serious abt changing sch!she juz dun like it,by not paying attention in class,asking me to do a simple summary homework,skipping recess,crying...many many more.i juz dun understand wads wrong w SAC,she in fact blame on me that im the one hu forces her to go into SAC..she's gona change sch to BEDOK GREEN..can u imagine?!bedok green..my goodness!!*smacks forehead*

me?still staying in this low pay job which im trying to squeeze every drip of cash every week to survive on.

i wanna go back to hsbc..really.desporately!

today when i was walking past this lady,i bet her mouth there's stucked pork or veggie she juz open her mouth WIDELY real WIDE and puts in her hand to dig it out.DIG IT OUT!AHH!doesnt pple here knows wads embarassing?dun they know the word disgrace shame?!

one last thing!me and baby's 9th month!i went to GOBI located at katong mall to buy him chocolates.those chocolates are too lovely that we are to anxious to eat and forget to take pics!!!
i lost my way there coz there's this annoying person says yes when i ask her "is katong shopping centre and katong mall the same place?" ok yes i know im asking the bloody obvious but i really duno wad juz like many pple call polyclinic as OPD..the same place wad..or FAIRPRICE=NTUC..right!?
she is so annoying ever since i know her.


anyway i hope every monday would be like ice cream,which melts under the sun quick.

i love my boy;
6:33 AM

OMG CAN SINGAPOREANS BE ANY STUPID-ER?

i love my boy;
8:28 AM

HYPOCRITES--HYPOCRITICAL?

this is so annoying..
life is juz so plain and boring and sometimes bitter,but there's so many pple wanting to spoil and screw ur life up!
pple that we trusted suddenly turned into total stranger.
i mean at least not total stranger but someone u became so scared of.so worried that if u would even tell him where u live u'll end up somewhere in his rumours of u.
frens..the most scariest thing.


YOUR BEST FREN (is) UR WORST ENEMY

im not sure whether this applies to anyone but i think it often applies to me,secondary sch..now..anywhere,anytime.

i tot those backstabbing cases,hypocrites should be gone by now?i mean cant they live their own fucking life?

ok,i might gossip abt pple but i dun go backstab them like betray them telling pple certain secrets or telling other pple abt things they told me when they trusted me very much.

i dun wanna live in this hypocritical world.

p/s:NOT TO TRUST ANYONE

i love my boy;
6:53 AM