wadduya say?!

1)JJ is a physco!
2)No one's innocent.
3)I'm laughing my ass off.
4)Ah!Not bad!Something NEW.

i love my boy;
6:33 PM

incident at Burger King.

i went to q in the shortest q,there was this indian couple q-ing at the row beside (no racist joke) the girl suddenly turned to me,she said :"sorry ah miss i was here first."
i replied :"but u r q-ing for that side right?."
she replied:"no here."
then, she jumped over to my q and yes,she stand INFRONT OF ME.
i was like :damn u,singaporean attitude.
after 2 mins,her q was quite fast and she moved back and joined her bf standing in the q they-r-suppose-to-be-in.
she turned to me again and said :"hee,sorry ah."
then she mumbled tamil to her bf and her bf turned and look at me,and fucking said this:"IS SHE SINGAPOREAN?!"

i was like :oh fuck?!u mean singaporeans are ALL kiasu and cut q like u guys?wth is going on man!

then they happily got their fucking rendang meal and go off smiling at me sacarsticly

oh fuck!

i love my boy;
11:41 PM

i wanna go study soon.
i intend to go nafa.
gif me some support,anyone?

intend to retake some of my o lvl subjects.
haha yes im still holding that fucking o lvl cert.

maybe i can submit some port folio to get into the sch.

but im preparing for retaking my english this yr.

anyway~bad news:my boss's gona sack me soon.sigh..
its always the same thing for every job.:(

XX

pray for me.:)

i love my boy;
4:11 AM

nothing special in my life.

im stil trying very hard to prove myself at work and survive tru this month.
sigh..

she said "do u wan to secure ur job or not!?i give u one last chance till end of this month,if u still didnt improve,i duno wad to say."

that phrase "i duno wad to say" = sack me?

man,im under so much stress.

work?study?work?study?
which?!

i went to this interview today and met this ex colleague from fourskin,she's still job-hopping and didnt managed to fulfil her dream of opening a cafe,i rmb the reason she quit fourskin is becoz of that.
i think she's the same as me,have a big dream which is hard to accomplish coz of no capital,no help,no one having the common tot.
i regretted not reading the email this morning and have to make another trip down to the interview place after work and im hearing another boring and stressful job scope.
so wads with a higher pay but work from 9am-11pm everyday?even on sunday!sunday!HELLO!!

my god.i wanna take a break.
a long one.

*pray for me,pple.
XX

waiting for my sweet escape

i love my boy;
8:26 AM

SLEEP PARALYSIS


Updated January 26, 1999


What is sleep paralysis?

Sleep paralysis consists of a period of inability to perform voluntary movements either at sleep onset (called hypnogogic or predormital form) or upon awakening (called hypnopompic or postdormtal form).

Sleep paralysis may also be referred to as isolated sleep paralysis, familial sleep paralysis, hynogogic or hypnopompic paralysis, predormital or postdormital paralysis

What are the symptoms?


A complaint of inability to move the trunk or limbs at sleep onset or upon awakening
Presence of brief episodes of partial or complete skeletal muscle paralysis
Episodes can be associated with hypnagogic hallucinations or dream-like mentation (act or use of the brain)
Polysomnography (a sleep recording) shows at least one of the following:


suppression of skeletal muscle tone
a sleep onset REM period
dissociated REM sleep
Is it harmful?

Sleep paralysis is most often associated with narcolepsy, a neurological condition in which the person has uncontrollable naps. However, there are many people who experience sleep paralysis without having signs of narcolepsy. Sometimes it runs in families. There is no known explanation why some people experience this paralysis. It is not harmful, although most people report feeling very afraid because they do not know what is happening, and within minutes they gradually or abruptly are able to move again; the episode is often terminated by a sound or a touch on the body.

In some cases, when hypnogogic hallucinations are present, people feel that someone is in the room with them, some experience the feeling that someone or something is sitting on their chest and they feel impending death and suffocation. That has been called the “Hag Phenomena” and has been happening to people over the centuries. These things cause people much anxiety and terror, but there is no physical harm.

What else can you tell me about sleep paralysis?


Some people with disrupted sleep schedules or circadian rhythm disturbances experience sleep paralysis
A study found that 35% of subjects with isolated sleep paralysis also reported a history of wake panic attacks unrelated to the experience of paralysis
Sixteen percent of these persons with isolated sleep paralysis met the criteria for panic disorder
How can I stop the sleep paralysis?

In severe cases, where episodes take place at least once a week for 6 months, medication may be used.

You may be able to minimize the episodes by following good sleep hygiene:


getting enough sleep
reduce stress
exercise regularly (but not too close to bedtime)
keep a regular sleep schedule


im having this sickness,illness,disease.wadever its called.
i duno wad to do?
should i visit a doctor or something?
i'm having it almost everyday,it seems to be even more serious that what its mentioned here.
sleeping disorders?
gosh..
why me?!

i love my boy;
7:37 PM

im here to blog about my taiwan trip.lol
yes u didnt read wrongly.




off to taiwan!


boommmm..im here!









their mtr.
(we took the "train" too as in real train.but didnt take any pics coz we're too tired and cam's running low!!)






i find this special.protect the ladies!




hey!STAND ON THE RIGHT





pple roaming around the streets,lol.






yes me at 101,too tall la the building!




went to k mall and played this game!its fun fun fun!yes sharon miss out that big fun!
its running to shoot each other with the laser guns onto the laser jacket on each of u.






xi men ding!can u spot me?

haha!



the next day,we went to have HOTSRPING!SHOIK SHOIK SHOIK!WOOT!



and the..........xin guang san yue!










hehe,a pic of me OUTSIDE jolin's shop.haha its so ex that one simple manicure cost sgd80!


this is the place that i love most in taiwan!DANSHUI!
the scenery is sooo nice and the food is damn damn cheap!yummy!!









can u believe that this tall ice cream caused only sgd1?!
haha tw,so many tall things,building,ice cream,also pple.





wanted to ride on these horses coz its only for sgd5 but i think its silly coz its only walk in that stupid restricted area.and normally for kids.so i didnt embarrass myself.haha.





man!i love it!seriously,there's also small games shops..like those u c in downtowneast.those throw-ball-into-cup or shoot-them-all-down kinda stuffs.




we went to find this dessert house,but its not as nice as we expected.:(









let's play spot the difference game!

haha!yes he is so damn KPO!

then,we were on that bus,to YU REN MA TOU.





this bridge!the lover's bridge.:)





spot me!spot me!haha!neh ni neh ni poo poo.




we went to take a ride in this huge ferris wheel when night falls.
its damn damn TALL again.





scenery up there.












we went here to eat!
no joke!its a restaurant!

its seats are made to be toilet bowls.
coz its the toilet restaurant,
to me its a MUST To Visit!








we had so much trouble looking for the restaurant but last,the food was overall good.
haha yes the food was served in toilet bowl!




this is even cuter!haha!its called "gin na chua dio pang ceh sai"
meaning 'green shit from the shocked baby'

r u laughing?

the last day,we took a pic at ximending again,but another angle.




i think u pple must be thinking that my dressing is wierd but i LIKE!
and pple in tw dun care!




we went to eat at ding tai fung.despite many bad comments from the pple in tw that its expensive and not nice.








went to porter and x large for some last grabs!





bye taiwan!

i miss u!




i seriously miss taiwan.coz of the pple there,they r funny and they dun care about ur dressing unlike singporeans.
they wear bold colored stockings and loud shoes/bag.
they speak loudly and their food is nice and delicious!

and i love the bargaining part!
i bought necklaces with big discounts...
from NT700 to NT200!

ZZzzZZ...something esle.........
chinese keyboard!hHAA!yes i noe its so unclear.





yes!!
and their doughnuts........yummmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!







haha

alright something esle that crashed on may!





my BIRTHDAY!























i love all of u guys!XOXO!

i really enjoyed myself during may.

looking forward to the trip to genting w baby!!

thats all guys!
posting trip to sentosa soon..
XX

i love my boy;
2:01 AM